ReALity ambushed part 1 I think my parents are going for an intervention, but does it count as an intervention a year after I finally went to rehab and kicked the painkillers? TBD.
Unsent Texts useless found this draft and decided to post just so future-me remembers how quickly my overwhelming thoughts/feelings become irrelevant.
clarity darkHUMOR I want this stand-up clip here to watch anytime I feel sad and need to remember most people suck more than I do.
dating games casual This was march... rereading it would make me too tempted to edit out the worst of my behavior/insanity, so it's just going up in all it's half-finished glory.
ReALity Featured backatit YES, back at it: no tits just words, because as my baby Al and I discussed earlier: WE'RE BACK! for her that does include LOTS of great tits - but I'm thrilled to be living and writing rather than practicing my favorite yoga pose, savasana, from bed.
found my mind Only took a few days this time, definitely progress Maybe this isn't the first time I've moved from self-awareness to self-correction, but it certainly felt like it last night - particularly since I'm not positive I'd have changed my thinking without the
progress Lessons Learned 3.15.21 I hate this, but I can't accurately make conclusions based on my behavior to understand what I want to do with my life- unless I keep recording all the things I think of writing about. the unraveling as it happens, if you will. catching myself in the act! today?
highdeas Featured SOS now that was a roller coaster. dear future self: I'm not sure what just happened, but per usual oh so grateful for week, denver, and TTMDF <3
WIP To Do's For You Running to-do list, because I realized I was repeating the same to-dos in multiple posts without doing many of them. Interesting that the same happens with all my to-dos (see #4)... As of today, I am someone that follows through! (and a monk).
ReALity Baby Steps back to reality (singing) - but for real, making a to-do list and the start of a routine finally. I'm turning my messy mind into an organized disaster, because I no longer will fail at following through on any ideas.
dating games muting myself A meditation filled with the best advice I needed to hear, and a reminder of why I plan to be 99% more silent from now on. Can't self-sabotage if I say nothing, right? And of course, trying to figure out how to apologize without having a restraining order filed against me.
WIP Insta Connection Testing the instructions are lying to me. … or they were 3 years ago. idk what instructions nor do I care, I just wanted my insta screenshot and this song on here.
dating games but it HURTS Another round, another heartbreak. I really need to start remembering to write the funny stories, but for now rewiring my neural pathways is priority 1 - particularly since my emotional instability was highlighted quite clearly by J, a good guy I lost my sanity on before date 2.
highdeas I accept my shitty feelings! Letters to friends, maybe that should be a section? Although, this is still just me thinking out loud (sorry Speich).
dating games F*CK0fF An argument with myself: days 1 and 2. Any rude words/comments are directed at myself, so don't take offense - actually, if you get offended that easily, go away.
livestreams LIVESTREAM 3.5.21 I'm not sure of anything except that I LOVE the artwork on @spookygirlart. So at least there's that..
ReALity True Cliches every time I think I'm onto some great spiritual awakening type moment, I realize I'm just repeating a cliche. If only it was possible to have the same learning without needing to re-realize it 100 times...
ReALity the rat race Trying to remember one of the true cliches about the path less traveled/doing what scares me.
Testing March 2021 I want to understand how "code injection" works and update my "publication icons" (screenshot) since I can't remember if I deleted the weird ones I made or not: idk, you tell me - MALFY! Create me an identity for publication!! (totally asking her)Nice,
ReALity Featured Outrunning the ADD I'm really loving the simple combo of snipping tool and 3D paint stickers for these images. Oh and I am holding myself accountable for building a morning routine. Starts tomorrow.
ReALity ADVENTURE Baby steps from uselessness back to the land of the living - because I no longer abide by "all or nothing thinking" ;)
