Manic Monday
Back at it, but why?

HEY future self:
Applying for medical leave has to happen. I was making such progress by last week with figuring out my life, and yet only 1 day back to the grind and I can already feel myself getting caught up in the current of daily dreary existence.
What the hell am I waiting for?
Logistically, a call with HR on wednesday AM to figure out what paperwork they need. Otherwise? Let's see, I'm waiting for:
1. Faith that my job will still exist after
2. Courage to ensure the time off is used wisely, not just sitting in bed recovering.
Aaand suddenly it's tuesday. I got caught up on work, now I just need to survive until I talk to HR. I should be excited about being able to somewhat have a fresh start - granted I don't have tons of money to back that up, it's still an option and therefore exciting.
1st world problems - what to do with life:
I've absolutely done this before in an entry - dog walking! Orphanage/shelter... sigh. I don't know. OMG yes I do - I want to go on a safari with Forest. Time to look that up and future self if you read this and never went on a safari SHAME on you!
xoxo<3