onwards and upwards

Thank the universe for weed: there’s one thing I’m consistent about remembering to be grateful for. Having a job again has been such a relief, I can’t even express it. Was I perfect? No, but I would be grateful to get paid this amount to do anything - no wonder millennials got such a bad rep when we first graduate… we expected A LOT. At least I did.

I’m not saying I don’t deserve all the perks and financial benefits of a full time job - I’m saying right now, it’s not what I need. Realizing that is literally like being able to breathe again. Plus, it feels like getting to speak a foreign language again: oh how I have missed SQL and being a nerd. Social media learning is exhausting. I just need to remember: balance. All or nothing behavior or thinking is never the answer.