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Meditation Lesson

Meditation Lesson

Takeaways from my 10 day meditation lesson

clarity, my old friend!

another blessed respite from the misery of post acute withdrawal.

maybe baby

As clear as it gets these days anyways.

NO EDITING ALLOWED!

NO EDITING ALLOWED!

OUTTAKES (forreal).

the roster method

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the roster method

dare I begin diving into my treasure trove of dating stories? Not quite, but my conclusions after panicking yesterday all calmed themselves while I wrote this.

...but marriage sucks!

...but marriage sucks!

reality is a bitch // thanking the universe for Denver.

"just keep swimming, just keep swimming..." - 2.4.21

"just keep swimming, just keep swimming..." - 2.4.21

post picture = my attempts at daily habits to stop these nonsense thoughts.

Reality Check - 2.2.21

depression hacks

Reality Check - 2.2.21

Maybe I will survive to see another version of myself... the confident, happy version.

1.31.21 - Progress?

1.31.21 - Progress?

Quick, get the lessons down before they flit away!

Is THIS What Normal Is!?

Is THIS What Normal Is!?

a respite from my mental prison.

To Do List

to do lists for myself and the blog - ideally updated more than just once.

Livestream 1/20/21

Livestream 1/20/21

A shift in perspective, thank the f-ing lord.

clarity Featured

Taking Bets

will I ever read "getting started with ghost?" to make this look better and learn how to do all the "cool techy stuff" I bought the platform for??

A mess of notes all gathered here

A mess of notes all gathered here

a few clear moments captured in random places all gathered here... + notes longer than a novel that explain in detail the build up to my previous post

I'm far from fixed.

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I'm far from fixed.

Nothing like realizing you're being a hypocrite by accident to force you to stop living in denial/shame and take action ... again.

Why High Ideas?

Why High Ideas?

intro to the incoming posts

Depression Hacks

depression hacks

Depression Hacks

Note to self: make this a 'tag' and each one separate, but for now just copy/pasting from the google doc I typed in bed: 1. get a dog (make this a separate post) A rough draft, mainly trying to express my attempt to hang on to the

Sanity Check?

I'll deal with the title later. fuck, no dealing immediately post publishing because the URL is WAY too long with that as the title. this is what it was: Nightly Check: Recovery Breakthrough or just a high idea boiled down to a cliche? OMG ANOTHER UPDATE BC I

The Jillian Foundation: Thank you.

2nd Attachment

the time I tried to explain how it felt like to realize I was addicted... Needs editing, but this is the 2nd attempt included in the mess I sent to Fadi for the fundraiser.

The Jillian Foundation: Thank you.

1st Attachment

Original Attempts – I didn’t even re-read these at all so I’m sure they don’t make much sense, but including in case skimming them is helpful! I have been spinning in my head for weeks thinking about how to continue writing for the book/blog I told you

The Jillian Foundation: Thank you.

Email "Intro"

This explains what the others are attempting to explain... if that makes sense? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Jillian Foundation: Addiction Insights Samantha Dumas<samanthashley09@gmail.com> Nov 1, 2020, 12:52 AMtofadiHey Fadi! Apologies for the delay - as you'll soon see, I have started and stopped writing

My Angel - Something Real to Write About

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My Angel - Something Real to Write About

Once upon a time, I tried to organize my thoughts about addiction...

Dear universe: thank you for weed, concealer, and living with the famjam.

Dear universe: thank you for weed, concealer, and living with the famjam.

get these thoughts outta here

i'm alive

For now at least, I've been granted a pardon before execution - I can breathe! It's great, and I'm attempting to not worry about how to make it last so I decided to livestream my stupid thoughts that won't shut up... because

sex sells feat. #whyamilikethis

sex sells feat. #whyamilikethis

oh wow, someone deserves a thank you for this inspiring post....