potential life lesson

Hmm maybe a rule of thumb for publishing (since my heart kinda stopped when I saw my original 'manifesting' post ... how can my values/beliefs change that quickly!? or maybe they haven't? idk, thinking about it makes my head hurt) should be that if I'm writing like the devil is chasing me, that probably means there's a large part of me that doesn't want to publish my thoughts. That means putting them out into the world and letting the world reject me. I can cushion it with the knowledge that no one will ever read it, but the fact is it's possible. If life goes to plan, I'll be the one reading all these nonsense posts to turn it into something useful (so vague since I don't even know what I want yet - just that I want it to provide something)... but as I was just reminding myself the other night: "life is what happens when you're busy making other plans"

ANOTHER lesson turned true cliche. I guess it makes sense due to the fact that cliches originate from people who have also lived life as a human, which is what I'm doing & really the only over-arching theme for these posts is that they are my thoughts.

Oh my life lesson was going to be not to write if I felt I had to do it before I "chickened out" ... but where's the fun in that!? :) Sorry future self, sanity almost one, but not this time. <3