quick rant

... i pay over $300 a year for this ghost pro software, and so far my minimal attempts to do cool things have said I need to upgrade my subscription because my video and audio files are too large. fuck that, I will be learning how to compress the files or otherwise workaround this silly limitation, because adding video entries or 3 minute songs to a post should not cost more.

end of rant.

... when you're uninspired/unmotivated, anger is hard to come by and quick to burn out. feeling angry actually kinda makes me happy in a sick way, because feeling anything besides anxious/depressed is an epic win.

shit, none of that is positive. MANIFESTING:
oh wait, I did! I'm going to workaround the size limitations. at 2:45AM? no. tomorrow? probably not. but I WILL, right universe???