hey world
quick update from sept 2021 (aka 2+ months sober)
Turns out accidentally taking double the dose of wellbutrin is partially to blame for why I have been a depressed zombie for months! In better news...
- I'm still sober - adderall and xanax included!!! I miss them, but not enough to really even consider it 'cravings' because the last few months of mental torture have proven how much more they impacted me than I realized.
- The Rhodesian Ridgebacks at NJ's finally trust me, and one of them (Maige) has even decided I'm her owner! So I have been adopted by her, and that's giving me the motivation/clarity I need to start living again - she can't live with me if I have nowhere to live!
- Two days ago I learned that I have a boyfriend. Yes, NJ had to spell it out for me, because I've been single for so long I forget how these things work. I owe him my life for being there through the ups and downs and wild mood swings the last few months, so let's hope this goes well.
Will write more once my poor hands are fully working again!
xoxo, sammi soso(ber)