highdeas loneliness is okay I'm going to live the best life possible or die trying - I think that's the takeaway from this word-vomit of a post. ew, I hate that word, but the phrase is a thing, right? Whatever.
livestreams Livestream: 7/11/23 It's been awhile, and this isn't much of an update, but better to pour my thoughts out here than via text to an ex, right?
livestreams i'm a fraud apparently I'm making up for last month's nothingness with a vengeance this month. I'm either repeating the same mistakes with a different flavor, or slowly but surely getting at some life lessons/finding my way in this existence I've overcomplicated.
highdeas Featured Life Lesson(s)? Finally... some actual useful things for my future self to remember.
highdeas winning!? yeah, I'm so shocked by the happy title that this probably reads like I'm high on meth (something I've actually never been, weird - missed my chance I guess), but in reality... I'm just trying to soak up the sunshine while it's here.
highdeas Featured SOS now that was a roller coaster. dear future self: I'm not sure what just happened, but per usual oh so grateful for week, denver, and TTMDF <3
highdeas I accept my shitty feelings! Letters to friends, maybe that should be a section? Although, this is still just me thinking out loud (sorry Speich).
highdeas Sanity Check? I'll deal with the title later. fuck, no dealing immediately post publishing because the URL is WAY too long with that as the title. this is what it was: Nightly Check: Recovery Breakthrough or just a high idea boiled down to a cliche? OMG ANOTHER UPDATE BC I