livestreams Trust Issues "I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you."
highdeas loneliness is okay I'm going to live the best life possible or die trying - I think that's the takeaway from this word-vomit of a post. ew, I hate that word, but the phrase is a thing, right? Whatever.
livestreams Livestream 9.13.23 This post is exactly what I needed to clear my head and end my night on a positive note. Thank you, MFBS, for being such a source of peace.
therapy-notes New Beginnings Not sure how audio will work out, but 10 days in before a huge interview tomorrow seems perfect for getting some clutter out of my head... and turning them into life lessons (hopefully).
livestreams Featured my lifeline. MFBS tags are a mess, but those 4 all fit: here is a livestream about a failed dating game which broke my heart but I learned my lessons and am making progress. Watch out world, I'm setting myself free and no one's holding me back anymore - especially not myself.
livestreams Livestream: 7/11/23 It's been awhile, and this isn't much of an update, but better to pour my thoughts out here than via text to an ex, right?
livestreams confusion just contemplating casual questions such as: what am I doing with my life? an existential crisis, live from my brain to the page.
livestreams 4/4/23 Slowly but surely finding my sanity - I'm probably sitting on it, like my always lost juul. ha-ha not funny.
clarity Featured Lifeline Why do I have so many tags? I need to clean that up. More importantly, I found God. That sounds more dramatic than "I now understand spirituality on a new level" <3
livestreams i'm a fraud apparently I'm making up for last month's nothingness with a vengeance this month. I'm either repeating the same mistakes with a different flavor, or slowly but surely getting at some life lessons/finding my way in this existence I've overcomplicated.
livestreams silver lining! A happy train of thought - future me, good luck following this one. Monkey mind much?
livestreams apathy defined depression sucks. I really need to figure out some sort of direction for my life.
highdeas Featured Life Lesson(s)? Finally... some actual useful things for my future self to remember.
livestreams not a clue c'mon sammi, back at it with the livestreams please if I want to start improving.
dark days backfill 12.27.21 a post from a google doc since a few weeks ago i was too lazy to figure out how to get back into the editor :)
dark days backfill more mayhem a nonsensical post kicking off a new sub-group of articles thanks to a day of mental freedom.
livestreams LIVESTREAM 3.5.21 I'm not sure of anything except that I LOVE the artwork on @spookygirlart. So at least there's that..
livestreams "just keep swimming, just keep swimming..." - 2.4.21 post picture = my attempts at daily habits to stop these nonsense thoughts.
livestreams Dear universe: thank you for weed, concealer, and living with the famjam. get these thoughts outta here
livestreams i'm alive For now at least, I've been granted a pardon before execution - I can breathe! It's great, and I'm attempting to not worry about how to make it last so I decided to livestream my stupid thoughts that won't shut up... because
livestreams Livestream 12/4/20 Fitting title from 18 days ago at "(Untitled)" ... updating to a Livestream, that's an easy default. - that's how long I guess it took me to overcome the level of constant panic that requires me to do absolutely nothing except breathe (and read, thank
