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After calling so many "reality check" this felt necessary.

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onwards and upwards

I am no longer unemployed or just self-employed… and it’s almost frightening how good that feels.

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Forbidden Fruit

wanting what you can't have: a part of human nature that I've spent decades trying to reform with minimal success (but hey, that's better than no success).

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gratitude

It is a wild ride inside my mind, that's for sure. I wish I could purchase a ticket to get off the ride, but I'll figure it out. That's my current slogan for life: I will figure it out.

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Overflow Compilation

A pre-plan, the start of planning ... not quite sure, but as always just tons of thoughts from the last few weeks that need to be expelled from my mind to keep me on track towards this lovely healthy lifestyle I'm building :)

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External Accountability

How to finally build healthy habits: call yourself out in your own online blog/diary/livestream/future bestseller ;)

livestreams

4/4/23

Slowly but surely finding my sanity - I'm probably sitting on it, like my always lost juul. ha-ha not funny.

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still swimming

RIP ducky </3

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goals

what am I doing with my life? (drumroll please...)

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i survived!!!

miss me? I made it!

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ambushed but free!

after 30 years of pretending to be the perfect daughter, my parents finally know I was no better than your average drug addict - I AM FREE! to be what? no idea yet, but at least I don't have te even pretend I'm innocent anymore.

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ambushed part 1

I think my parents are going for an intervention, but does it count as an intervention a year after I finally went to rehab and kicked the painkillers? TBD.

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backatit

YES, back at it: no tits just words, because as my baby Al and I discussed earlier: WE'RE BACK! for her that does include LOTS of great tits - but I'm thrilled to be living and writing rather than practicing my favorite yoga pose, savasana, from bed.

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Baby Steps

back to reality (singing) - but for real, making a to-do list and the start of a routine finally. I'm turning my messy mind into an organized disaster, because I no longer will fail at following through on any ideas.

WIP

Insta Connection Testing

the instructions are lying to me. … or they were 3 years ago. idk what instructions nor do I care, I just wanted my insta screenshot and this song on here.

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True Cliches

every time I think I'm onto some great spiritual awakening type moment, I realize I'm just repeating a cliche. If only it was possible to have the same learning without needing to re-realize it 100 times...

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the rat race

Trying to remember one of the true cliches about the path less traveled/doing what scares me.

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Outrunning the ADD

I'm really loving the simple combo of snipping tool and 3D paint stickers for these images. Oh and I am holding myself accountable for building a morning routine. Starts tomorrow.

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dare to be average

perfectionism sucks, thank you meditation lady, the end.

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ADVENTURE

Baby steps from uselessness back to the land of the living - because I no longer abide by "all or nothing thinking" ;)

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que quiero...

Now that I'm opiate free, what do I want?